How I feel

I’m sorry that this a morbid blog but I feel awful right now and I need a place to lay out my feelings. I just want to understand them.

They’re not new, I’ve had them for about 2 years but I’ve had enough of them. Anyone who’s reading, if anyone, because it’s not like anyone reads my blog posts anyway, is probably thinking about leaving but if you stay then thank you. Thank you so much.

I’ve been feeling unwanted. Like no one cares for me. It’s horrible and I hate it so much. It was the reason that I started this blog but considering I get 0 views EVERY single post, then it only made me feel worse. That’s why I took a break from it. No one cares for me on here, I tried so hard to engage with people but that was all in vain, nothing was returned.

I want things to get better but I’m beginning to doubt that they will.

No one from school ever messages me even though I message them. Whilst some peoples phones are always going off with messages, mines completely silent.

I have a best friend but she drives me insane. She’s completely different when she’s with me than when she’s with other people. When she’s with other people she talks quite a bit and makes joke but when with me there’s complete silence. I try so hard to make conversation, things that if I said it to someone else we’d have a proper conversation on. She never makes conversation with me and for me, it’s really boring when there’s just me and her because there’s only me trying. It’s not a phase because it’s been going on for two years. A while ago, her and a friends were out and her friend wanted to walk to her other friend’s house (which is about 5 minutes away from mine). So they went and she didn’t even think to call for me, they’d walked quite a while to go for the other person’s best friend but she didn’t come for me. This just highlighted the difference between us for me, how most best friends would do so much for theirs but mine won’t do hardly anything for me. She always seems to make more effort with everyone else and does nothing for me. We used to be close but not anymore. I try to text her but she, like everyone else, never messages me first. Last year, her, someone else and I were doing a project and I asked if something else could be added to the section that I was doing because I was doing less than the others and I wanted to make sure that I got the best grade that I could. But they talk between themselves (we had a group chat specifically for it!) and decided not to do- WITHOUT telling.

I don’t have as hard as so so many people so I’m so sorry that I’m complaining but I just needed to get this off my chest.

To anyone that has actually decided to read this, I really appreciate it and I hope you know how much it means to me xx

Sorry :O

Heyy, I’m really sorry that I haven’t posted in AGES but I’ve just being have a really tough time.

Sooo, I’m thinking of making a new blog- I need a fresh start. Although, I don’t know what to do… i’m just so confused right now.

Love you,

Sprinkle Of Anonymous xx

December Review- Fantastic Beasts And Where To Find Them

Getting pretty late for this month’s review and I actually watched this when it first came out, that seems ages away!

Newt Scamander is a British wizard who has arrived in America with a suitcase full of.. well… fantastic beasts! He meets many people along the way, including a muggle and two witches. However, obscurials are terrorising New York and Newt has to use the creatures to save the day. I’ve made it sound really cliche but it’s honestly amazing!

My Thoughts
I thought that it was such an amazing film and it was lovely to have the world in which Harry Potter lives in brought to life again. I think it was a great time to bring it out because so many people were still Potterheads but it was brought out such a long time ago that this brings it back and makes you love Harry Potter once more. It’s also great to have such a well thought out plot, courtesy of J.K Rowling, which is very engaging but there aren’t massive plot holes that make it cringey. It’s so easy to make magical things childish but this remains something for all audiences. I like the fact that the main character is British because what we know from Harry Potter is the English system of how magic is controlled so we know what Newt is talkig about and can share his confusion at times! I know I’ve said this for every review I’ve done- Sorry!- but I would definitely recommend it because it has amazing characters and such an engaging plot line.


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous xx




Haven’t done a post in ages! Wow! But I thought that I’d really like to do a Christmas post so it’s what I love about Christmas, although there is an endless list!


Although there’s not many new songs, other than Santa tell me to be honest, the classics are still amazing and I love songs such as Last Christmas and Jingle Bells. Hearing them always cheers you up!


Food at Christmas is always amazing with huge Christmas dinners and gorgeous puddings. I especially love pigs in blankets, truffles and drinking hot chocolate.and although most people hate them, I love brussel sprouts!


I’m talking about both giving and receiving because it’s great to make someone happy but let’s face it, we love getting presents! I love the thought of not knowing what I’m going to get which makes a lovely surprise.

Family and friends 

Christmas is always a great time for meeting up with those who you love and really enjoying yourself. This doesn’t require any money but can cause a lot of joy and make you feel super festive!

Decorations and the run up to Christmas

I love how at the start of December loads of people out up their decorations and make you feel really festive. I love it because it brightens up the dark winter days and it’s so lovely to go out and see all the pretty fairy lights and decorations.
Sorry for the short post but I don’t have that much time to write it! Hope you have an incredible Christmas, love you all!


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous xx

Poem- Christmas

Colours of red and green,

Everything seems to gleam.

Happiness is spread around,

It’s a great sound!

Presents under the tree,

There for all to see.

Christmas is soon to come,

So get ready for lots of fun!


Christmas Bauble, Christmas Ornament

I’m getting super excited for Christmas! Are you? If there’s any posts that you’d like me to do, don’t hesitate to comment them!


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous

Movie Review- Hotel For Dogs

So I’ve decided to do my first movie review! I really enjoy this film, I watched it ages ago but I’m re-watching it now.

Plot line

Two siblings, Andi and Bruce, are living with their foster parents and look after a stray dog, Friday. Their foster parents don’t care about them and feed them the most disgusting stuff. But what if something were to change for them? Something maybe like trespassing into an abandoned hotel to look after dogs. They’ll make lots of friends along the way, both human and dog.

Bonjour Xiufeng - Downtown, Puppy

My thoughts

I really enjoyed watching this as it’s such a lovely film with adorable dogs and a heartwarming story line. I think the characters have been really well chosen and their characteristics are amplified when with they’re around the dogs. I know I say this about every review I’ve done but I would definitely recommend it, especially if you’re having a bad day and you just want to cuddle up on your bed and want to watch a hotel with everything from automatic feeding, cinemas and throwing machines. It really makes you want to open a hotel yourself and save dogs from the street! It’s such a fun and lovable film that you can’t help but smile. 🙂

Hope you enjoyed this month’s review!


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous

My Plan And Feeling Good!

Recently, I’ve been feeling a lot better about myself. Not about me in relations to other people as I still don’t feel like they like me around but just with myself. Yesterday, for Children In Need, it was none school uniform and I did my makeup and I felt a crazyyyyy thing that I never feel. I felt pretty. Not as in popular kid pretty or particularity pretty compared to a lot of people but I looked in the mirror and was happy about it. About 3 people came up to me and said that I looked pretty. It made me super happy and feel much better about myself.

Also, I’ve been super happy about my tests. I told like to talk about things like this normally as I feel like it makes me seem like a show-off and arrogant. But it’s not too nice for me because I can only be inwardly happy due to feeling awful about being happy in case others didn’t do as well. So, I’m so, so, so, so sorry if this comes across as arrogant! I honestly don’t want it to be like that!

Anywhale, previously, I’ve always been able to get top marks without doing any revision- although, I’ve always tried very hard in lessons. But at the start of this year I didn’t feel like I was doing as well, my grades were sinking in comparison to others- I was average. I felt like everything was going wrong, my grades were lowering and everyone around me seemed to not care about me. It was a really hard time for me.

But, we did quite a few tests back recently and I was just so happy about the results. We have these small maths tests after every topic and I got top on both of them, with full marks of one and almost full marks on my other if I weren’t 0.1 off the actual answer. GRRRRR. But then we had an English test, English is definitely not one of my strongest subjects, but we got it back and I was so happy with the results! I wasn’t top but I was near the top and it gave me lots more confidence. And finally, I got the results back from the science test and I was one mark off full marks! Top mark in my year, I was super duper happy!

Panda, Bear, Cute, Happy, Young, Animal
Here’s a picture of a super happy and adorable panda… no need to thank meh

Anywhale, onto the ‘plan’. I’ve decided that because it’s not that far away until I’m doing my GSCEs, I want to do something productive each day. It can be somehting small or something bigger, but I don’t want to do a series of pointless (I’m so sorry Netflix, I love you really!) things everyday but I also have to ake into account that I get bored by revision, which why I hardly do any, so there’s be both big and small things to do, depending on my mood. So I’ll have to do one thing from the list each day.

Some of the things:

  • Do one activity on duolingo (Spanish is my weakest subject). This will probably the one that I do most because it’s the quickest. I doubt I’ll keep a streak though bceause I had a streak of 56 and then lost it due to just one day. ONE. And before that, I had a streak in the 30s which I also lost due to 1 day. GRRRRR.
  • Complete a revision sheet (Just a small thing on some topics so that for tests, I’ve doing maths ones at the moment, I won’t have to do as much revision because everything will be together)
  • Write a blog post (sounds strange that I’m including it but they take a long time to write and it’s nice to get your thoughts down)
  • Homework, and yes, I am counting this because after doing it, I will just want to relax.
  • Revision. If I have a test then I’d rather revise for it than do something else!
  • Doing something for my DoE
  • Drawing
  • Writing some more on my story
  • Reading

Basically everything except scrolling through social media and pinterest, watching Netflix and watching YouTube although I’ll still do all of those things!

Thank you for reading! I hope you’re having a lovely day 🙂


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous


Drawing- Poetry And More

From light to dark,

You make your mark.

Across the page your pencil will glide,

As you await a peaceful ride.

Leave all stress behind,

And look for all the beauty that you can find.

Hand, Sketch, Drawing, Finger, Crippled
Not my drawing, by the way!

I love to draw because when it goes right it’s so satisfying and you just sit in silence and concentrate on the drawing and not the world around you. I’m not the best at drawing but I’d love to be better and I really hope that I can improve.

Also, when you get compliments n your drawings you feel like you could just jump for joy because for someone to appreciate your hard work is just lovely.

Don’t know why I decided to do this but it’s just a little thing that I came up with- sorry that it’s so lame aha 🙂 If you’d like more poems please comment and say what you’d like them about!


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous

Donald Trump Is President…?

What has the world come to..? I don’t know the ins and outs of the election, prob due to being English, but he is the human version of the annoying orange but not as funny. I really don’t think he’s president material and I think it’d be so much better if Obama was able to carry in being president.

It’s strange because at the start he was seen as more of a joke but now he’s actually presidents?? Good luck to the Mexicans… 😂😬


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous

The Killer Spot And Crooked Smile

I’ve decided that after having a break from blogging that I really do miss it- there’s so many things that I want to put down and I know that no one will read it which I know will stress me out but I did miss it, not waking up the next morning with 0 views but being able to put all my thoughts down and then read them back at a later date. I’m not gonna have set days for blogging because the effort that I put in did not correlate with the results I got so I’m only going to blog when I have something to say and will hope someone reads it. I’d also like to say thank you to all the lovely comments I got ☺️

You’re probably thinking, we’ll prob not since I’m the only that will know this exists (and yes, I’m still cranky about it.. How’d ya guess??) but if you happen to accidently click on it, you’re probably wondering what the hell the title is about and it is very..very strange.

Soooo… Last week I had this huge spot on my chin, it wasn’t very visible at first but it was SO SO SO SO SO SO painful and by that I mean at the slightest touch, when I talked or ate. It was so horrible and lasted for quite a while, thankfully it doesn’t hurt much anymore. But the worst part was that I went out on Saturday (that was really good, that isn’t the bad part) and it had stolen up and because it was slightly to the right, only that side had stolen up so when I smiled my mouth was all crooked and you couldn’t see my bottom teeth on the right side but you could see it on the left. To be honest, I don’t think it was as bad as I thought but whenever you get a spot or something you suddenly become super self conscience and think that everyone will notice it and laugh at you but in reality everyone is going through the same thing. But it was super awkward and I didn’t know what to do when people were taking pictures because you’d be able to see it on the photo.

Anywhale… Thank you for reading!


-Sprinkle Of Anonymous